HANSHINO - lovinggYou

2008-08-12T11:42:00.002+08:00

YOOOOOOOOOO .
today sibei SUAYYY siia . hmmm , let me start on o8o8o8,
that day i was at liza house - den suddenly we quarrel sia .
she haiis . ask her COOL DOWN . she keep shout shout shout .
den i went out of her house to smoke . yet she keep shout shout shout .
make me dulan sia . -.- den we went down stair as i told her dun disturb neightbour .
den end up at down stair MORE worst sia . outsider walk past nia . she shout "WAD SEE SEE " -.-" den she suddenly turn to me and say .
u happi lar . we break sua . den i angry + sad and walk away .
den i saw firehose ther . den i kum lan * go kick on glass and my leg got hurt .
den now got 8 stitch . LOLS . now bai ka liao =X but after i kick my leg was full of BLOOD .
yet she stil can shout .
i was lyk o.0 soooooo pain liao she stil can shout on me.
jus becos of the stupid small arguement .
LOLS . haiis

after awhile . police arrived . and they even called the ambulance ,
so i went to Tan Tock Seng . after that ard 12+ i was discharge .

and these few days i stay at her house ,
as f0r today . she went abortion le .
last nite, i cant reali slp . i slp at ard 4am-5am+
den today i go K`K Hospital wid her n her mum
and after her everything was ard 3pm+
so the mother n i plan to go home first . as her mother wanna buy some food.
so i come back and write blog lor .
but sibei suay de is . my leg was hurt .
AND JUS NICE WHEN I REACH KALLANG INTERCHARGE.
a BIG rain went pass -.- so i wait ther lyk an idiot lor .
wait wait wait .......
stil waitinnnnnnnnnnnnnn
an hr pass le . finally the rain stop le . and i finally can slowly de walk back le
now i reach home liao l0r . my leg full of water le. o.O
den now i , duno wad to write le =Xx
TAKECARES . HAHAHS`
BAI KA DI - by ERIC / LEONARD _|_

2008-08-06T03:36:00.000+08:00

haiis . hard to be a MAN . life is terrible . hard path . duno wad decision to make . haiis , jus n0w quarrel wid liza again . this time reali damn jia lat . should we break or should we continue to stead? i oso very confuse . i nid sometimes to cool down . at the meant time , get urself a good boiboi and hope he treasure ue alot bahs . i m useless . i not a good boi . hais . sians. cant even slp . now wad time liao sia . 3+am le lehs . duno wad to do . felt so lonely and helpless.

and mei ar *geokleng* pls after ue recover dun do stupid things le .

takecares -.- haiis`
EMO -hanshino

2008-08-04T00:45:00.002+08:00

hmms, i have got h0me . today should me n liza de 1years le . but ytd due to some quarreling , i decided not to meet her today . i dun0 wad is on my mind . but i jus dun even understand , ever since i accepted her back . we have been quarreling over and over again. haiis . it has been 1 years lehs . i oso human lor . no feeling de mehs? but every single day , we mus quarrel de mehs?
now the problem not lies on ue * liza . is ME . u understand mahs? i patch back wid ue ever since ue run wid another guy , not i pity ue lehs . is i stil LOVES ue . but ever since we patch . macham not patch at all lor . so if can , i reali hope ue could understand this .
sometimes it's better to be fren den stead , as fren . ue / me would tel more things to a fren , den each others . ue would noe this better den i do . as i oways keep things in my heart de . hardly ue could see me talkin to ue about my problem nor a frens .

always put urself in the other's shoes.
if ue think that it hurts ue
it probably hurts the person too.

a sad thing in live is when ue meet someone who means a lot to ue,
only to find out in the end , that it was never meant to be and you just
have to let go.

ger, i reali dun0 wad to say liao . and very sorry that today is our 1 year. end up macham lyk normal days or even a worst days . and today 1years, i onli bought yu bian mee fen for ue as a present . and even nid to asked ah lu help me bring up to ue . haiis. -.- i m reali damn useless .
aiya , i reali dun wanna think about anyothers things le . as life is reality . i should about h0w to earn more money le bahs . i jus come back fr0m w0rk . i m damn dead tired .

takcares all . haiis .
a sad and unhappi 1years wid ue * liza tay juan juan * i m sorry` all the best to ue .

2008-07-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

hmmms . i jus reach h0me . jus now go watch movie * money not enough 2 * wid my san yi . and my laopo =X liza . hahas . abit sians sia the movie. den we saw xiao fong and the bf wid 1 gal -.-" hmm , if u all trust me de hua . dun go watch . the movie is lyk keep skippin parts . which mean jump here and ther . but quite funni lar + sorr0w lor . nb the mother sibei wei da sia . wei le * liang zhi qiang de daughter * the mother go die . and giv the * O - blood bag to the his daughter . =((
hahas . ue all wan go watch bahhs . LOLS . i rather wait f0r 881. save money . hahas .
ok i goin slp le . tired liao . -.-" good nite all . bbyes
takecares`

2008-07-29T19:01:00.003+08:00

YOoooooo . i m here to BLOG again LOLS . today NOTHING sio . BUT , they say . if i got 1 MORE CASE . i SURE straight away go in liao =X jus now come back from HQ . my father ask me go fishing -.-" nb 2 - 3 hr FISHING . BUT end up NO fish at ALL ! omggg. wthhhhhhhh . den come back cook rice .waaaaaa , i miss downstair alot sio . jus now saw gui duan . ah soon and jun wei .
OMG gui duan got galfren sia LOLS . i wish ue 2 last long bahh :D
hmm stop here le bahh =D sians liao . hahahas go watch tv / dota le :)
GUAI KIA NVR DIE :X
takecares l0ts all .

2008-07-27T15:04:00.002+08:00

sians sians sian . dun feel lyk blogging this few days LOLS . as now i stil left 2 days liao . duno wad wil i get . haiis . 29th goin REPORT lehs . ue all g0t forget mahs? 0.o shhag , nothingg special this few days l0r . stil the same. eat , sleep and play DOTA . LOLS =D takecares l0rr . 2 more days` -.-"
all the best to HANSHINO XU WEI JI =(
byess . takecares`

2008-07-24T12:52:00.000+08:00

WOW . i notice that i 4 days never bl0g liao sio . loLs this few nothingg happen l0r. this few days slp , eat , slp , eat , SLEEP and EAT nia . hahas. very tiredd sia . ii think i havingg fever liao sio . LOLS . this few days sibei song lehs . liza keep at my hse pei wo :X but stil g0t abit quarrel . -.-" shagg . dun0 wad to write liao lehs , cos this few days been doin the SAME OLD THINGs. repeatingg it . sleep sleep and SLEEP . hahas :D
l0ves Liza Tay Juan Juan :X mwarrks o3o8o7` bu yao yong wo de ai lai shan hai wo . hees.
takecares all`
EMO * MIA -hanshino

2008-07-20T23:58:00.002+08:00

waaa t0day is a FREAKING HELL TIRED day sia. LOLS . last nite ton wid sammi - leonard - ah punk AND my beloved wife * liza * . til m0rningg . den m0rning i and liza g0t abit quarrel . small matter nia >< n0w okae le , and today, sammi , ah punk , liza was about to watch movie, at leisure park *7pm - the DARK KNIGHT *. den jus nice pei qi , kai ying , pi xian , momo and raven come . but they nvr watch movie us . onli me , liza , sammi and ah punk nia . sad thing i g0t to say IS ii bu xiao xin make liza angry as i m catchingg the bearbear in that stupid machines and wasted 33$bucks. yet i g0t NOTHING omg. n0w stil okokay le bahhs =X and after the movie ends we straight away pia cab come back kallang as i got to w0rk at 10pm . den jus come back n0t long ago l0r . and liza slp le . as she not feeling well . hmm haiis. i feel that i n0t a good boifren sia . she sick , i stil can on9 -.-" i oso goin slp le
nites .
LOVES Liza Tay Juan Juan =D o3o8o7` h0pe ur fever faster get well =)) mwarrkks`
EMO * MIA -hanshino

2008-07-20T06:02:00.001+08:00

haiis. sibei shag lar . jus REACH HOME fr0m d0wnstair . and jus n0w was about to wait f0r first bus* 853 wid liza de . but suddenly. and dun0 why i walk away ......... very FAN sia . wanted to go back wid her to amk and wait f0r her change as lata afternoon , we goin out f0r movie wid sammy and dun0 wh0 de . =( haiis . h0w ii wish i could have a CAR . so that i can send her everywher . go anywher without WORRIED * -.-" hmm . she jus send me a msg , as me pei her de. and say wad she ill le and this is h0w i treat her . LOLS . have ue ever think of me? i oso sick n0w lehs. i havin fever . and my wound is HURTING me alot . do ue realise that? i dun wan to say out niaa. as i n0e ue n0w oso very fan . haiis . dun0 lar. ii m sooooo TIRED . yet lata goin movie wid ue . and wanted to see doctor. but i rather spend the money on movie , do ue noe? ue DUN lehs. who understand me the m0st? ue said YOU? haiis. shag lar . ue send me a msg say i dun wish to ue ? or seriously in ur mind is YOU DUN WISH TO SEE ME ? LOLS wadeva lar. takecare. i go slp le . -.-
bbyes nites.
EMO * MIA -hanshino

2008-07-19T02:11:00.001+08:00

YAWNS. tired day i had today >< jus n0w i was sleeping sia . den my ba0bei come up my hse . and she pei wo slp . sibei SONG sio =D hope tml she wil come up again =X
sorry . my 2 kids . n0t i dun wan ue. is i cant afford to feed ue 2 . i cant even feed own myself le. trust me . if g0t fate . i wil be ur 2 de daddy again de =)) hope ue 2 wun blame on liza* as is i wan her to abort de =( sorry baobei hai zi =(

jus n0w quite happi lar . go kallang leisure park watch movie wid - ah lu / pi xian / leonard / gui duan / ah soon / wei lun / ah punk / karen / pei qi / kai ying and my BAOBEI LAOPO * liza =DD
waa . today my wife very good eater sia . before goin clinic we at G5 eat , den after check up we eat MAC . den watch movie time eat KFC . den come back kallang jus n0w she stil eat MEEPOK !! omggg. HAHAHAS. nvm . =DD babyy . i l0ves you al0t . mwarrks . dun mood swing le larr :)) smile okae? o3o8o7` ._.Y

2008-07-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

hmm . jus wake up . haiis. very shag sia , my wound is hurtingg me alot !! yawnns~ wanted to go back slp de. but cant slp at all . think ii goin down le. ytd leonard . liza . eric at my hse t0n -.- nb think lim pei is chief ar? keep ask me cook maggie mee. _|_ next time 1packet $1 le h0r =))
and i accept liza back le. i wish ii could love her MORE now . and i finally noe who love me the m0st . and i reali hope she wun make her mistake ever again le.
bu yao yong wo de ai lai shan hai wo !!
takcares all , i goin d0wn le. =)
EMO * MIA -hanshino

2008-07-16T07:57:00.003+08:00

haiis . sibei SHAG SIO . ytd NITE sibei SUAY ! nb. i jus reach h0me sia . jus n0w * last nite * ard 10+pm ii go pum gum at my hse here de multi story carpark ` den saw police chase us . and i seh . den FALL DOWN , and i ask my fren faster run . den ii kena catch . WTF . sibei suay. 29 july. i goin HQ again . maybe wil go in sit le . -.- hais . sibei shhag ! can0t dota le =( take good care of urself alrights? everyone * :) haiis . guys , dun w0rry larr. h0pe zai tian you ling =X bbyes`
o8o2am
EMO * MIA -hanshino

2008-07-15T03:06:00.002+08:00

hmm , i jus came back =D jus now take abit gum . ard 6 tube =X hahas. wanted to seh m0re de . but tired lehs. YAY finally. tml my baobei come back sg le =D sibei HAPPI sio. hahas. tml can meet her le but scare she dun wan me sia T.T hees. mwarrks.
HXWJ loves LSY =DD
i goin slp le . wan ann :P mwarks ba0bei`

2008-07-14T05:45:00.002+08:00

ii jus reach h0me . hais. tired day again . jus n0w pass my dad m0ney . and they found out i been taking gum , c0s my auntie sabo me -.- haiis SHAG. ii dun0 wad to do lar . my mum already lidat . my auntie all nvr giv money liao . haiis dun0 lar =X shuetyee , i reali miss ue alot. faster come back to singapore hao mahs? i g0t alot alot *xin shi* tel ue al0t . and jus now liza wan patch wid me . and i reject her again . haiis . i oso dun0 wad ii m thinkingg lar . HOW? MONEY / LOVE ?? which one ?? haiis.
takecares uhs` shag` goin slp le -.-

2008-07-13T12:48:00.002+08:00

hmm , haiis . sians l0r . sibei SHAG sio . >< le ="Xx">
bbyes all :P

2008-07-12T05:04:00.000+08:00

AI seh .. ytd slp til 11pm + sia . den stupidd kai xin guo bomb me . make me wake up .. today sibei guai l0r ><>< =DD
gal, ii miss ue al0ts sio . t0day n0thingg much to write . =Xx c0s onli DOTA DOTA DOTA =D
takkecares`
EMO * MIA -hanshino

2008-07-11T02:25:00.001+08:00

hmm all . i at h0me le .
t0day i pun 4 tube of gum sio LOls . jus n0w haiis . dun0 how to say lar. she * liza *threaten me wid death again . and police / fire engine / ambulance come down my house downstair =X
i dun0 wad to do sio . and jus n0w i fight wid ivan . when i seh >< mahs ="D">
hmm . gal . faster come back singapore lehs. i started missing ue al0t lor . haiis . i wil keep pun gum til ue come back to sg de =Xx sorry . i love you . mwarks`

takecaress l0ts all .
EMO * MIA -hanshino

2008-07-10T18:58:00.002+08:00

hmm , hello all . hmm n0w goin 7 le . and i jus wake up . at ard 6pm , and talk to shuet yee al0t things. gal , i m sorry about ytd things. and hope ue can f0rget and forgive me . *let byg0nes be by gones bah =) okae? lata 1am lidat ue goin *taiwan le . i started missingg ue al0t sia , HOW lehs? haiis . trust me . i wun f0rget ue de . and thanks f0r 2days ago . ue sing a song which is created by ue . and thanks f0r the * AI WO BIE ZHUO* i wun f0rget de .

this s0ng is f0r ue =D *男人女人 * hahas
男人男人,多希望你是好人,多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼,
女人女人，我答应做个好人，我答应用我一身，来换你的快乐一身.

hmm , promise me when ue at *taiwan . ue mus haohao takecare of urself w0r . =)) rmb eat arr.
thanks al0t KAIXIN guo :PP lata ie come back bl0g again . cos ii goin d0wnstair eat liao =X hmm, s0rry and thanks al0t gal.

if there is a day , we can be t0gether. = 我答应做个好人，我答应用我一身，来换你的快乐一身. =)

takecares all .
EMO * MIA -hanshino

2008-07-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

but i m telling You all n0w , 11.59am . I ADMIT i have jus ACCEPTED liza , and JUS broke up wid her wid again n0t long ago. i m n0w very fcukin seh , anything contact me at 92463074`
i dun0 why i write blog oso LOLS. but i now veryvery de down and EMO * . but i PROMISE ue all , i wil try to use it ASASP` everytime i START BLOGGIN* can?

take l0ts of cares all`

2008-07-09T04:01:00.001+08:00

now the time of 4.01am and i hav been pun - 2 tube of gum . and i reali dun0 wad to do n0w sia. HOW? lata ue coming to find me le , and i have g0t to w0rk l0r. and i wish to be wid ue again and again . but can ue take my everything? i think ue cant sia . haiis. i reali reali very seh n0w . and i reali dun wish get into anymore relationship lehs. i hope ue can understand everything de everyhing? can ue?
once and again . baby sorry`

2008-07-08T20:02:00.001+08:00

t0dayy, o8o7o8 . i at h0me . last nite i met a gal . call xue ni . and is her birthday . and she treat us vodka . LOLS . but the vodka is bought by a gal CALL LING* omg. i cant even imagine i KNEW HER since last time . LOLS. WEI LING arr .
hahas. hmm btw *xueni* happi belated birthday. OMG we are all drunk ` hahas .

hmm , ytd amy * my ex * oso sms me . ask me accompany her go TAN TOCK SENG . as she havingg a very very bad stomach pain* . LOLS. and i rejected her c0s my hp l0w batt. n0t becos i dun care about her arr. hope ue wun blame on me . and ytd i oso drunk le . =Xx

hmm , me jus woke up n0t long ago . and liza keep sms-ing me say wan patch wid me . but i dun0 wad to do sia . she last time break up wid me on the 24o6o8` and she infront of me hug the guy and say i CHOOSE HIM . OMGgg, i reali dun0 wad to do n0w lehs . seriously, i feel much MORE happi n0w adays. hmm , guys tel me wad to do lehs. haiis sibei SHAG sia .

takecares all . sign-ing off * EMO * MIA - hanshino